The problem is not you, but your emotions.
All these times I’ve ways to utilized my emotions so that it can suit my needs, I call this the “Emotional Configuration”.
Can we truly bend our emotions? no, but I believes the only solution to really listen to it.
can try to question what does your emotions are asking you to do, having a dialogue in your head about fulfilling that emotional needs is crucial.
But the thing is that, it can sound very awful and horrifying. Knowing that we may not fully understand it right away, it’s like a maze that keeps grow and growing non-stop.
If I were to ask right now have I fulfilled my emotional wishes? absolutely no, and I might say it doesn’t exist altogether.
I feel dead and alive at the same time.
I keep wanting to peeling it again, and again.
Endless drive of aspirations.