My Sentimentality

The problem is not you, but your emotions.

All these times I’ve found ways to utilize my emotions so that they can suit my needs; I call this "Emotional Configuration". Can we truly bend our emotions? No, but I believe the only solution is to really listen to them.

One can try to question what emotions are asking of us; having a dialogue in your head about fulfilling those emotional needs is crucial. But the fact is, it can sound very awful and horrifying. Knowing that we may not fully understand it right away—it’s like a maze that keeps growing non-stop.

If I were to ask right now if I have fulfilled my emotional wishes? Absolutely not, and I might say they do not exist altogether. I feel dead and alive at the same time. I keep wanting to peel it again, and again. An endless drive of aspirations.